in freshman year, I had a crush on this guy who was a sophomore but at the end of that year, he left to study abroad... then i got over him since it was just a little crush and all... now, he came back to our school but he was held back so he's in our batch and get this, he's in my class... at first, I didn't mind cause it's been two years (I'm a junior now).
one time, for some reason, I cried and he was there to hug me and every thing... so I kinda started to feel something for him again...
then one saturday, we met up to do a lab report since we were lab partners... we were alone so i was really nervous and all but i was fine cause i trust him... that day, i found out he had 3 girlfriends and he was planning to break up with all of them because he wanted to stick with one girl... he told me this while he lay on my lap so... i was thinking to my self that if this ';girl'; is me, then I'm fine but if there's another girl, then I would feel really bad for the girl and for me. so I didn't make any reaction at that time...
but then the next week, I found out that the ';girl'; isn't me and the girl has a boyfriend already. I was disappointed but i wasn't sad because i was prepared for it.
and like yesterday, we watched a film in a class and me, him and his friend shared 2 chairs by putting them together and he was beside me then later on, he started to lean on my shoulder. I'm a tactile person so I didn't feel uncomfortable or anything of that sort but then his face was buried in my neck which looked really ';PDA-ish'; but thank god, the professor didn't see us since we were seated at the back. that same day, he told me that he found out that I used to like him and I admitted since it was a long time ago. but what he doesn't know is that I kinda started liking him again... what's bad is that I know who he likes and so many people know so if I start acting like it, its gonna look so second hand and I know that he's capable of three-timing. what would you do in this situation? please help...Serious problem. confused like crazy... how can I cope up with this guy?
You may really like this guy, but if he had 3 girlfriends at the same time to begin with then he is bad news. I am a guy by the way.
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